Today I heard the bad news again, my driver has a 15-year-old nephew, and died in an accident. Innallilahi, may be able to return to heaven. tired dont wanna say anything, RIP.
and one thing flashed for a moment in my mind.
B. Time to go home. 1 June 2012.
- 1st June
2012 - 01
- 1st June
2012 - 01
- 1st June
2012 - 01
(Source: adanme)
- 31st May
2012 - 31
Morning worlddd!
- 31st May
2012 - 31
Back to School!
- 30th May
2012 - 30
Please welcome my blackberry new skin!
- 30th May
2012 - 30
Yepp!
(Source: chainofaffection, via thrivingtwenties)
- 30th May
2012 - 30
Quote of The Day!
- 30th May
2012 - 30
Innalillahi, again sad news. One of Juppe’s close friend and buddies in law has returned to heaven today. The news is making me very sad, because I’ve met Gumilar several times and he’s so humble Juppe used to show me a video bout Gumilar said thank and apologize to the Lord a few months ago. This made me even more aware that sooner or later, no one will know when he/she will leave everything in the world, especially friends and family. But from what I heard if Gumilar is one of the greatest friend, brother, and son ever, and in his last moments he has done his best, RIP Gumilar.B. kun fayakun. May 31, 2012.
- 29th May
2012 - 29
Happy Birthday Mamii Geminii. God bless us always mommey!
PS. Thx to my beautiful Ibonk for beautiful and delicious cupcakes (Choco Mint & Red Velvet) :*
- 28th May
2012 - 28
Opey doakan aku, ini bazar pertamaku hari ini. Kamu dapet salam dari mr. Bossy! Have a great dayy! Salam buat E, R, dan A. Bless u always!B.
- 27th May
2012 - 27
Weekend, day two.
- 27th May
2012 - 27
Weekend day one.
- 24th May
2012 - 24
worrying solves nothing
as usual only 15 minutes and I started to use the weapon: this may not work well.
seriously, he always save me in the important and urgent situation. when my life turned into a painful and a nightmare come true. but in each of his help I cant feel his presence by my side. like the imaginary friend even talking to him almost every day, crying, and do anything. I shouldntt have this emotional because in a few days we’re gonna meet. probably only a matter of hours.
Seeing the change is happening now in my self, and other people began to look surprised and pleased to see what happened to me. the more I feel he has a very important role to change me to be like this.
previously i lived in a world full of sores, I have a weakness that can even be fatal and often recur. and he knows everything in detail. sometimes i feel he’s looking out for me from a distance.
nothing can replace him, no one will ever be. he’s more like a brother to protect me from anything that happens, i can’t lie to him and hurt him at all but silly me, i always do that as much as i can. I was afraid I would disappoint him, and so on. find someone who accept you even he/she knows you’re evil, oh hell yeah you know it’s very rare. and the relationship we’ve is really rare.
I don’t care if people say he’s two faced, I don’t care if he’s far from me, I don’t matter what he was doing behind me there, because on the other hand, I know I will do the same.
Life is not fair. but it’ll be fair in the end. maybe yes, maybe no.
- 24th May
2012 - 24
